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I’m a down to earth person, I’m not going to put on a front. I'm pretty charming once you get to know me. My life consists of: Art, music. shows. parties. family. food. photography. being around good friends and thomas. I can be anti-social and flaky at times, I suffer from anxiety... my ego fluctuates from day to day. I'm a very creative person, I love to change things for the better. I'm inspired by other people and wish I could be amazing and as talented as them. I'm a mess of insecurities, Please tell me I'm worth dating... I have every reason not to leave home today


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Saturday, August 22, 2009

THE BOYFRIEND (:

Im one very lucky girl.To Call Thomas my boyfriend makes me feel realy special.The amount of times i pester him everyday about silly little things that i get paranoid about is unbelievable and yet he always cheers me up and makes everything better.

He looks after me well,he treats me how a girl should be treated and I couldnt ask for anyone as better than him.  Hes amazing and truly perfect for me.I never thought i would end up being with someone as nice as Thomas, but i was wrong when the day came that i first met that one special person.

If he didnt enter my life,things wouldnt be the same as they are right now.

I Couldnt be any happier. I know for a fact that all the memories i have made with him will be a memory too keep forever..

    


Day 7 . continued,
I just dont know what to do anymore.

This morning i want it to stay in bed and watch something
i ended up watchin my neighbour totoro.
i love it, it was so fun to watch.
 
and Grave of the fireflies



 made me cry such a sad story.
this makes me hate war even more. the little girl is the cuttest ever.
fruitdrops fruitdrops.


I wish i could wake up and be skinny or pretty curvy, but i wake up to the fat belly arrgh.
Went for a run and felt great, did a bit of play fight with thomas and it almost killed me.
I'll say i burned about 800 cal :)
But i was stupid and i got some.

Cheesy curls - 150 cal
Energy drink - 45 cal
Pasta and fish and a salad - 400 cal

days intake; 600  cal

My favourite thing to eat are ice lollies

about 5 cals each. yummy.







Day 7.
            Okay, so yesterday i went out had some chinese food,  went to my boyfriends house at about 1;30am   
                                                                      feeling a bit tipsy.
.sweet and sour chicken with rice - about 500 cal
. budweiser beer - idk 86
 went on a massive alchocol binge wich i regret, 3 beers + 1 brothers strawberry cider - 408

Intake; 994.

No excersice, just sleep and a tummy ache.
Im goin for a run im so fustrated.
  

I love her figure and her hair, my still growing



Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Day 5.
Woke up to the sun rays shining down on me, my boyfriend was still up. i told him to get back into bed and he said he wouldnt sleep, he runned me a lovely bath, he washed my hair and gave me a kiss i felt like a child. later that afternoon i went out to help heather with the gardening and pick the plums with thomas. i climed up the tree and felt great.the plums are delicious, we planned for a bbq but thomas feel sleep on the couch and we ended up ordering dominos pizza. :) how lovely.



Sunday, August 16, 2009

03; 56 AM.
American dad, we watch it everyday, mostly at nights. because we dont like watchin night trash tv.
also one of  my favorite show is snog ?marry? avoid?, its filled with Fake tan, plastic girls that are inspired by the likes of jodie marsh and jordan and are given a make under and they look faboulous as natural beauties.
 



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